To be there...


I’ve learned an awful lot from my daughter. The wonder and adventure of life with Jesus. The trust in him that is so simple and pure. The creativity that comes from looking at something from a relatively blank slate. The importance of really sinking into the perfect hug. She’s taught me a lot. Especially about how to notice people. She waves from our busy corner lot to everyone who drives by. She pets every dog who walks by and greet all of their owners. She tries to engage every possible person like there is seriously nothing more important in all the world to do. She’s taught me a lot about that.

And I have a lot to learn. Because I’m an adult and I have an iPhone. And an inbox. And a busy job. And a busy mind. And perhaps most troubling of all – a busy heart. Most adults too. And it’s robbing us from true community. We’re not going to be available to the people around us with an open hand and a warm smile and a ready conversation unless our hearts are unbusy. We’ll be there, but not really there. And I’m guessing you know exactly what I mean by that.

And the only person I know of who can change that in me is Jesus. He’s the one who unburdens my heart – who can take my heart from a tossing sea and turn it into water that softly ripples. He does that by paying attention to me. By giving me his very real, personal attention through his Word. And when he does he tells me that he is the one who gave himself not only to my heart, but for my heart. The one came not only to forgive my turbulence, but to lessen it too – to secure me with his promises so that I don’t have to busy myself with – well – myself. I can be free – just plain free – to busy myself with the people I bump into along my path.

It’s actually quite the adventure – living that way I mean.

To see each person who I run across as someone to be loved right then and right there. To see that each intersection doesn’t merely have to be transactional.

My family and I went to the zoo the other day and we talked to the guy with the corn snake and really got to know him a bit. We chatted up the hygienist at the dentist’s office, wished the tired looking cashier at Aldi a good day with a hearty thank you and a sincere smile. We petted the dog who walked down the street and talked about goldendoodles with the owner. We even got into a conversation about Jesus and tacked on a very natural invite to our church at the Apple Store in Augusta of all places. All because Jesus had made us emotionally and spiritually available as we were doing our callings in life.

I could write more about how we can love our community. Much more. What I want to say here and now is that my heart sees a culture that’s having a hard time looking up from a screen. And in a culture and community like that perhaps the most important love we can show in our Kroger’s and doctor’s offices and restaurants and wherever else it is that we may be is a face that not only looks up, but also looks at those around us with a heart and a mind that’s spiritually and emotionally available. That is a powerful, powerful gift we all can give to each other – a gift we’ve all personally received in spades from Jesus.

Jesus is the one who frees us to simply and truly be there in a moment for others. Because the honest to goodness truth is that we already are and someone else is too. 

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MOX Project, Aiken, and what the gospel has to do with it.

It started back on February 21st.  In what was probably the most benign of the headlines recently associated with MOX, the Aiken Standard announced: “Nuclear administration consultant looks at MOX contract options.” In reading the article, I tried not to read too much into it, but it still felt sinister that nobody was supposed to know who the consultant was.  We had a pretty good guess – a guess that seemed to raise the stakes and, therefore, the tension around the visit.  According to the Weapons Complex Monitor (a periodical whose purpose as far as I can tell is to read the tea leaves and get the inside story on DOE sites), the analyst was a big player at the DOE who was brought out of retirement to visit MOX.  Pretty hard not to read into that, right?  A big player is brought out of retirement.  Why?  To make a big play.  At least that’s how it played out in my head.   

Then this week happened.  It was a steady drumbeat of news and analysis.  The Associated Press reported that President Obama’s budget proposal “winds down federal funding for a long-delayed project to turn weapons-grade plutonium into fuel for nuclear reactors.” The very next day the grave and serious headlines rightly began in the Aiken Standard.  We heard, “Obama’s proposed budget threatens MOX project.” Then it was the memorable quote from an official, “Proposal to freeze MOX ‘Smells like Yucca Mountain.’” The week for me turned into a crash course in lingo useful in this community.  I learned new terms like “cold stand-by,” what the acronym MOX actually stands for (Mixed Oxide Fuel Fabrication Facility), and what the project wants to accomplish.  If I understand it correctly – I probably don’t – the MOX project will transform material from nuclear weapons into something that energy companies could possibly use.  And, yes, I did choose my words carefully there.  Someone working the MOX project told me that there are no buyers waiting in the wings for the material right now.

I don’t think all of the highlighting, analysis, or focus that this issue has had of late is overdoing it.  It is without any hyperbole at all when I say that I believe this is a terribly big deal for Aiken.  I bumped into a guy the other day that I know works down at the Site.  I asked him, “What are people saying about MOX?  Do they think this is just political posturing or is this real?” It didn’t take him but 2 milliseconds to say, “Oh no.  People are worried.  This is serious.” How serious is it? I found out the next day.  The Aiken Standard reported, “The well-known statistic that one job at SRS represents 2.5 jobs in Aiken County has organizations like the economic partnership on edge. The MOX project alone employs about 1,800 people at SRS which, if extrapolated by the statistic, translates to about 4,500 jobs in the County.” Or to say it as David Jameson, our local chamber of commerce president, says it, “When the Site gets a cold, Aiken gets pneumonia.”

I know.  I know.  All of this has been talked about in other circles.  It has been shared around water coolers, over dinner, behind closed doors, and right on the front page of the Aiken Standard.  Nothing of what I’ve said or written is really very enlightening or helpful in any way.  But maybe what I say next will be.

First I want to admit something.  A couple days ago, I sat down at the table with my early morning cup of coffee, spread the paper in front of me, and read the headline, “Smells like Yucca Mountain.” In that moment, it was not my sense of smell that was activated.  Instead, I felt the familiar stab that uncertainty can bring, the cold stab of anxiety.  A couple months ago, I chose to move my family away from a life we’d come to love to start a church in South Carolina.  Now I wake up as a new Aiken resident and I’m told that this community that I’ve now come to love, pray for, and fight for may be staring at a difficult future.  Not to mention the fact, that it’s a lot more difficult to get a new church going in a community that might catch pneumonia.  So, yeah, I reacted and I reacted quickly to that headline.

I’m guessing I’m not the only one.  As personal as it may be for me, I’ve been thinking about the 1800 workers and their families who could be directly impacted.  What toll did it place on those families to get this steady drumbeat of news this week? How many tension headaches did it evoke? How many late night conversations about “what to do if…” were had between husbands and wives? How many checked their home valuations on Zillow to see if maybe it was time to unload their property before a possible local downturn? How many kids slept a little less well because they sensed stress in parents who did their utmost to hide it? I have no idea.  If you, dear reader, see yourself here, then read on.

It’s time to line up our thoughts with the facts.  And, yes, this is the part where I’m going to make distinctly Christian claims about reality.  First, let’s understand the nature of the world.  It appears Darwinian.  It appears chaotic.  Stuff happens.  There’s even a more colorful bumper sticker along those lines.  Let’s understand though that the world appearing chaotic and unordered doesn’t actually make it so.  The Bible argues in the exact opposite direction.  In other words, things may very well appear random and haphazard from our perspective.  One guy gets cancer.  Another guy who seems so similar in circumstances and behavior doesn’t.  One day you get to work hitting only one light on the way.  The next day you hit 10 and you end up late.  That’s apparently random, but not actually random.  We don’t have the over arching, supreme view of everything.

You know what happened to me yesterday?  I ordered a breakfast bagel at Dunkin’ Donuts on Whiskey Road and they forgot about my order.  Apparently random, right? So I ended up standing there fiddling with my iPhone.  When I looked up I saw another guy burning time too so I struck up a conversation with him.  Turns out he’s a guy from Wisconsin who used to be a churchgoer who isn’t now.  And yes, if you didn’t know, I happen to be a pastor from Wisconsin starting a church.  So I’m literally standing there with my jaw on the floor going, “God, you are so not random.” The problem for us is that we – oh so rarely! – are able to pull back the veil like that.  In fact, most of the time when I try I bet I’m wrong.

And, yet, the truth still stands that there is nothing truly random or chaotic about this world.  Here’s the claim that the Bible makes along those lines, “… he (God) marked out their appointed times in history and the boundaries of their lands.  God did this so that they would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from any of us.  ‘For in him we live and move and have our being.’ (Acts 17:27-28)” In other words, it is the biblical worldview that God moves people around and places them in specific contexts so that they would know him.  Do you see what that means? Because MOX is going to shape the size of this community and whether people are able to live in it or not, God is totally invested in it.  Tell me that’s not amazing.  Let me reiterate that to help bring this point home.  The ultimate being in this universe is totally invested in the outcome of MOX.  Totally.  And why?  Because he’s totally invested in you knowing him.  He is, in fact, so invested in you that he’s willing to arrange world history just the way he has so that you are where you are right now.    

Now I want to make an important application of this fact.  I’d like to do it by going back to a quote from David Jameson in the Aiken Standard, “It appears that MOX is a pawn in a world championship chess match.” I love that.  I think it’s so true.  It does appear that we’re witnessing a chess game.  Red state vs. blue executive office.  One agenda vs. another agenda.  That’s how it appears.  What’s not so apparent is that God is using those opposing chess moves to save people.  The gospel tells us that.  God's check mate in this particular game will drive us towards him.  In other words, if MOX will further God’s interests in rescuing people, then I have no doubt it will be here long and secure into the future.

Honestly, I can already see how God has used this issue with MOX to rescue me.  The truth is that when I hear that the city that means so much to me may have a difficult future it bugs me.  A lot.  The anxiety and uncertainty that come with a vision of that possible future drive me to the one thing I know is certain in this life.  It’s this: I know that the God who controls and rules all of the events of this community, region, and world loves me.  He loves me despite the fact that my little heart can feel so unsure.  He cares for me despite the truth that sometimes I am tempted to believe this world is more Darwinian than ordered.  And I know that because of one great historical fact.  God did not spare his own Son for my anxieties and uncertainties.  He sent Jesus to make me his own and cover me with forgiveness and give me the ultimate certainty that God is forever for me.

Or to say it like the biblical writer said it, He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? (Romans 8:32)” That’s where I’d like to close this little blog entry.  The articles in the Aiken Standard point out that we have a lot more questions about MOX right now than answers.  That’s so true.  What does “cold stand-by” actually mean? What is President Obama actually after? Will our local leaders and politicians find a way to keep MOX funded? Questions, questions, and more questions.  I’d simply submit this.  Of all the questions that need answering, the one question that will give us confidence for our personal futures and that of our community is one that frames the issue correctly.  We’ve been given that question in the Scriptures.  He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all – how will he not also, along with him graciously give us all things?  If you’ll notice, that’s a question meant to get used on the soul.  That’s why it’s rhetorical.  So go ahead.  Ask yourself.  If God loves you so much that he did the far higher, far more important, and far more painful work of securing your eternity with his own Son, don’t you think he’ll do the much easier and temporary work of providing good labor, shelter, and a place to raise your kids? Finally, that’s the right question to ask as we gaze at Aiken’s future.  And by the way, we already know the answer.

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